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The paint peels and flakes to the floor,
You can’t see inside, so you open the door,
To these nightmares and these dreams that come,
Your stuck inside now and you can’t run,
And you feel so cold…
You don’t hurt any more,
You cannot be ignored,
You feel, it burning up inside, you,
And this pain sits itself beside you,
All of what you love and cherish,
Watch it break down and perish,
Watch it all fall away,
Watch it all fall away,
You walk outside and it’s dark again,
You taste the air, like the bitter end.
You look down, the dust skims the ground,
No ones here and nothing makes a sound,
And you feel so cold….
You hide in the shadows, where no one can see,
You try to catch the past, but it slips away,
Through your fingers,
Like all the memories,
And you feel so cold….
better off alone
Where did all my friends go when I needed a hand
When I just needed someone to help me to stand
And where did my father go when he left me alone
Now I’m bitter and broken with a heart like a stone
So now just let me go and don’t act like you care
Because when I needed help u just weren’t there
All the support that I needed now couldn’t be found
So I used my own strength, picked myself off the ground
And now I’m learning to fly by myself cuz I’m strong
Now I know I don’t need anybody to tell me I’m wrong
I remember when all I wanted was somewhere to belong
Now I’ve found my own way and I’m singing this song
Just don’t ask me to save you when you finally drown
Now you know what I felt like when I was falling down
I see the fear in your eyes you know you can’t be saved
You’re going down the same road that i've already paved
Maybe one day if you’re strong enough to make it through
You’ll look back at your life and realize it sucked to be you
All the people whose feelings you hurt all the things that you do
Just so you could feel good about living a life that’s not true
Now the tables have turned and it all worked out in the end
I’m okay by my own and you’re all alone without a friend
Stuck with the guilt of all the broken hearts you’ll never mend
With this confidence I’ve found I’m rising while you now descend
I hear your screams for help but i'm already walking away
All the begging and pleading you do won’t convince me to stay
It took me a while but now I realize that without you’ll ill do okay
So go ahead and keep on sinking i’m better off alone anyway
bleeding
Here I sit bleeding all over the floor,
Chest of drawers against the handle,
So no one can open the door,
I wonder if you'll miss me,
I wonder if you'll care,
I wonder if you'll notice,
that i'm not even there,
All my thought are dying,
The light is fading fast,
My eyes are slowly closing,
As the lights turn into dark.
Dead on the inside....
I've stoped trying
i don't know what to go anymore
its like im dead on the inside.
Everyone can see the frown on my beautiful lips
I try to smile,I try to be happy
but im dead on the inside
you said sorry a cupple of times,
and told me i don't look very happy
well why should i?
I have nothing to smile for
no reason to be happy anymore
im dead on the inside
Is there even a point anymore
someone please tell me
i cut myself today
No there really is no point anymore
Because im dead on the inside.
Deepest blue
The sun will always shine on you
You turn my ocean deepest blue
I never hide my thoughts from you
You're my deepest blue
If mother nature ever chose the name
I'm sure that she would chose the same
I never hide my thoughts from you
You're my deepest blue
Am I dreaming now
Walking on the moon
And I don't know how to read you baby
Every time I try to move closer
Am I dreaming now
Walking on the moon
And I don't know how to read you baby
Every time I try to move closer
We've only got this time to prove
That together we can make it through
I'll never hide my thoughts from you
You're my deepest blue
If temptration ever came my way
I know the words I'd alway say
I'll never hide my love from you
You're my deepest blue
Am I dreaming now
Walking on the moon
And I don't know how to read you baby
Every time I try to move closer
Forget it
IT'S A CRIME TO LET IT HAPPEN TO ME NEVERMIND
I'LL LET IT HAPPEN TO YOU NEVERMIND FORGET IT THERE'S NOTHING
TO LOSE BUT MY MIND AND ALL THE THINGS I WANTED
EVERYTIME I GET IT THROW IT AWAY IT'S A SIGN I GET IT
I WANNA STAY BY THE TIME I LOSE IT I'M NOT AFRAID
I'M ALIVE BUT I CAN SURELY FAKE IT HOW CAN I BELIEVE WHEN
THIS CLOUD HANGS OVER ME YOUR THE PART OF ME THAT I DON'T
WANNA SEE FORGET IT JUST FADE AWAY PLEASE LET ME STAY
CAUGHT IN YOUR WAY THERE'S A PLACE I SEE YOU FOLLOWING ME
JUST A TASTE OF ALL THAT MIGHT COME TO BE I'M ALONE
BUT HOLDING BREATH YOU CAN BREATHE TO QUESTION EVERY
ANSWER COUNTED FORGET IT JUST FADE AWAY IT'S A CRIME YOU LET IT HAPPEN TO ME
I DON'T MIND I LOVE IT EASY TO PLEASE
NEVER MIND FORGET IT
JUST MEMORY ON A PAGE INSIDE A SPIRAL NOTEBOOK
From Hell to Heaven
My body's weak, my hands are bleeding
I can no longer feel my legs
These rusted chains, I am gripping
My life is what I drag
I need to stop, I ache to rest
I feel blood escape my ear
No one notices my silent screams
It's themselves that they can hear
I can't go on, I'm out of strength
So why should I even try?
This journey has no destination
It'd be better if I died
My knees give out, I hit the ground
My head and arms all drop
These chains on my wrists, no longer bound
My heart comes to a stop
I open my eyes, stand up straight
I no longer feel this pain
Tears, they quickly stream down my face,
The sky it starts to rain
As the blood gets washed, my wounds all healed
I look up, to see a light
My hopes, my dreams, are all revealed
As my soul.... it takes to flight.
Goodbye
well maybe now i should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
but i never felt i was really yours
so maybe this is the end
Eachother we've never understood
i hope that if i do tell you goodbye
that it wont be forever
when ever im mad it hurts me so bad
and you don't care
I don't know,i just want to cry
and someday i wont be there
the streaks on my arms they've done me no harm
there only made of pen
but once there blood that turn brown like mud
they'll be there again and again
If im mad at you i'll hurt myself too
although when i hurt i feel like dirt
and my spirits bruised and battered
i don't know why it has to be
i really wish it did not
But the way this has been going its basically shot
You don't need me,and we don't need we
And thats how i think i know why
these words are the ones i have to speak
i love you but goodbye.
have you ever been betrayed
Have you ever been betrayed
Have you ever heard the song death played?
Have you ever laid so still
that your heart beat was as loud as a drill
And you were so scared you couldnt scream
and thats when you realize its not a dream.
And your dreams become reality
and your nightmares and life intertwine so hauntingly
then you collapse and drop to one knee
if i cry....
Sometimes i cry when im all alone
But they dont want their heart to be shown
So they would rather pass by this seed
Because this is truly a curropted society
No one stop to mend a heart that is broken
they forget about the decietfull lies they have spoken
and all of the wrong roads they have chosen
leaving my alone kneeling down
Remebering all my fallen friends
And talking to the ground
Every tear drops my eye equiped with passion
Knowing things will get better
But still my pain is everlasting
Wish i could have another fond memory for every tear that drops
Becuase my life would be filled with hapiness
And the pain...would finaly stop
i must stay strong and maintain my composure
In hopes that my life will get better
And the pain could meet its closure.
If i had a chance i would cry amongst my treasured friends
But this is even a more impossible feat
because we all die alone in the end.
hell and back
On the edge of reason
See the insanity that is me
This beautiful madness,
I bleed
Standing on the threshold
Not sure which way to go
Hell isn’t an option
For I’m already there
Thoughts are pending
I’m laughing nervously
Scaring the daylights out of me
Don’t get too close
For the pain I might cause
I feel your ache,
Tenfold
I couldn’t bear it
Regret flooding your eyes
I don’t want to look at you
Am I just lonely
Or am I just alive
I miss....
I miss you comming by just to say hi and give me a kiss
I miss your big hugs; your arms would wrap all the way around me
I miss te way youi said my name,and the way you called me "hun"
I miss the way u made me smile everytime i saw you
I miss the sweet taste of your kiss
I miss feeling short,your the only one that made me feel it!
I miss the way you always had something to say
I miss the sounds of your voice
I miss the way you looked at me
I miss the way you would blow me a kiss when we were with people
I miss the warmth of your hands on my skin
I miss the way you would always check to see if im alright
I miss the way you would laugh
I miss how u didn't mind that i was so shy,and didn't talk lots
I miss how you could your jacket around me and still be in it!
I miss how ticklish you were,and how it was fun to tickle you
I miss the way you would tickle me back
I miss how you were so gentle
I miss how your face was so soft
I miss the nice smell of your hair
I miss how you always put me first
I miss how you would tell me when you were going to do something without me!
I miss how you would always say how pretty i looked
I miss how you would say i was Beautiful
I miss the ocean Blue of your eyes
I miss...I miss everything about you
But most of all wat i miss..is you..
My best Frined
Once was there
now is gone
love will be forever
the laughes
the tears
the smiles
with out u
my life has no direction
no ups no downs
no smiles no frowns
i miss u
i Cry
i miss you
i lie
what ever went wrong
i can mend it
love will be forever
my very bestfrined
THIS GAME IS OVER
I'M MEAN AND OLDER
THEY'RE COMING CLOSER
OVER AND OVER
MY DEAR BRIANA
No Game
I NEED AN ANSWER
WHAT WAS THE QUESTION?
I CAN'T REMEMBER
WOULD YOU WANT TO
FEEL THE WAY THAT I DO?
WHILE I BEND
TO YOUR WILL
I'VE FELATTED MYSELF
TIED TO THE NEEDLE
MY DRUNK LIBIDO
MIND YOUR OWN EGO
THE FASTER WE GO
YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE
KING OF THE CASTLE
I AM THE MEAGER
FOLLOW THE LEADER
WOULD YOU WANT TO
FEEL THE WAY THAT I DO?
WHILE I BEND
TO YOUR WILL
I'VE FELATTED MYSELF
AND I KNOW
THAT YOU DON'T
LIKE THE WAY THAT IT GOES
WE'RE ALL IN
SO BEGIN
BUT JUST REMEMBER: I WIN
my soul
No one can find me here
trapped with a desperate soul
life without a light
light without life
when are these feelings
not feelings any more
when do they become
my pain. Years of
sorrow taint my smile
As before darkness comes
blinding me once again
all i care about
veiled by dispair
i'm not here by choice
Like a seed, death
grows on my soul
wanting a choice
wanting to die
just reach out
touch my hand
feel the lifeless blood
benieth cold flesh
Horrors you have never seen
hide behind these eyes.
The windows to my soul.
Suicidal thoughts
My life is finshed
my time has come
Please send word to my family
For I am chasing the sun
The tasks which i have finished
must stay that way
For i heard the lord calling
And i have chose my own fate
Please dont cry and please dont mourn me
For the choice was mine
And my soul is now free
Its so hard to look down
On the ones who cared
Knowing their life will be harder
For you are not there.
The tears in my mothers eye are what hurt the worst
As if she didnt releize what happened
until i got lowered in the dirt.
As i glance upon my funeral
and see all the crying eyes
I feel bad about the choice i made
In calling my own demise
I glance at my father for he was so strong
But now hes crying uncontrolabley
because he lost his youngest son
The child of my friend which i loved as my own
I see him crying yelling my name
being drowned out by the pain of the funeral home.
All these things are so hard to see
Accepting my choice
I didnt think it would be this hard for me
It seemed like a smart thing to do
take my live to avoid the pain i was going through.
The physical pain is no longer there
But the pain amongst my heart i cannot bare seeing all those who cared remebering all the times we shared.
As i sit upon my cloud and look down
I drownd in the sound as i get lowered into the ground.
I look to the lord and say wait no please
I am free but what about the people who loved me
How do they feel was this a selfish deed
I though it would help them
But in the end it wasnt even helpin me.
I should have known
that if i listened to my heart of stone
i would never be coming home
I ask forgivness for what ive done
Taking away a friend, and a loving son
dont take your life prematurly for we can over come
chase your dreams chase the stars, but avoid chasing the sun.
Dedicated to all those who feel the pain.
The mirror
Tears falling free from her frozen eyes
Sitting alone late night
Crying for someone to love her
Because every day she fights for her life
with her family who is nonexistent
Turn the beautiful girl, black and blue
When they can’t get their fixin
And Beatings are persistent
So are the tears
Struggled amongst so much pain
Recollecting child hood years
While staring in the mirror
Counting her tears.
A smiles shines at the mirror, and it stares back
But here comes the violence, as her father shoots crack
Tears coming quick, now with pounding on the door
Mother no where to be found, she is begging
Outside of the liquor store
Father so skinny, the veins see through
But his strength is unbearable, when he’s trying to rape you
The pain is hard the struggle is worse
Keeping thoughts amongst her heart
Till she’s buried in the dirt
Because the curse of her birth
Will follow her till she’s in the Hurst
And if this continues, the casket might come first
The next evening, her father has no more drugs
Crawling up the stairs, with blood from his nose
And his daughter sits there with eyes closed
Thinking of the love she could receive above,
if she was the one to do what needed to be done
So next thing she begins to run
into her fathers room and grabs his gun
Loads one in the chamber to escape the crack
Cocks the hammer back, remembering all the pain she had
And says “thanks to you dad im never coming back”
Puts it in her mouth, with tears in her eyes
Pulls the trigger back, escaping the pain inside
Calling upon her own demise…she just died
Blood on the walls and amongst the mirror
The same mirror in which was her best friend
Sharing her pain, her tears, and her many fears
Through so many hopeless years
The mirror was always there to listen and to cry back
Share the pain with her that she witnessed
Trying to escape her father’s selfish acts
A father watched his daughter die
And a mirror was the best friend of a hopeless child
Who would cry every night and seldom smile
If only that mirror could speak back to the girl
Then perhaps she would be here with us
Sharing with us the world
Smiling right beside you or me
Lord why do you let us witness such tragedy…
Suicide Help Line
Suicide help line,
How may I help you?
I'm sure this will all sound really ridiculous
But I'm losing interest in this life
I'm just so confused right now
And I don't understand
This life it hangs beside me
I know I keep asking the same questions
But I just don't want to be like this anymore
No longer confused and helpless
I just love him so much
More than the last
And I know he likes me as well
This life is just so tangled
Sparks were flying
I knew it would become a hazard
All that heat
Eventually will turn into a disaster
Who will keep me from lashing out
Who will stop me from becoming nothing
I can only think of you
And your walking away
What if I took this life?
What if I just left?
Because I don't think I can take this anymore
And I need your help
Your probably not even listening to me
And if you are, thank you
But why would you listen?
No one else ever does.
The whole thing
Makes me really nervous
I wish I could just show you
What a huge problem this is..
Like.. why?
Why would this ever even happen to me?
I don't know
But for some reason it happens all the time.
It just hurts so much
And for some reason the pain never leaves
And when I think its finally gone
Something happens to make it worse..
And I just don't know...
I don't know if..
I just..
*Click*
The Space
Without you im nothing
i feel an empty space in my heart
that used to be filled with your love
but now is gone
i feel there will always be a space there for you
but it will probably always be empty
It will never be filled again
Idon't think you ever actually knew
what you ment to me,how much i liked you
And i guess you never will
the space is still there
if u don't want to fill it
it will always be just a space
tonight is the night
Tonight is the night
I end all my pain
Tonight is the night
I fall in the rain
Tonight is the night
I end my cry
Tonight is the night
I suddenly fly
Tonight is the night
I dance on the clouds
Tonight is the night
My pain drowns
Tonight is the night
I end my fall
Tonight is the night
I end all the calls
Tonight is the night
I don't tell my friends
That tonight is the night
My life ends
Unhappy parents
Violent Screams and words of fury
peirce the peaceful night
icy cold stares fly
from one pair of eyes to the others
Like two schoolgirls bickering, they fight
Hours turn into days and days into weeks
There is no release;
it takes its toll
The firse die down
but are never extinguished
it lives on for all eternity
Through sickness and in health
'Til death due them part
(got this off the net somewhere..)
I am
I am a poet writing of my pain
I am the girl sitting out in the rain
I am a singer of a song never heard
I am a soul lost and tortured
I am in darkness but I represent light
I am the one telling you it’ll be alright
I am a creator of works unknown
I am the forgotten one alone
I am the one lost not knowing what to do
I am the girl praying for you
I am an individual different from everyone else
I am the one saying just be yourself
I am weak but im strong
I am right but im wrong
I am the one not saying a word
I am the one whose voice isn’t heard
I am the one wishing life wasn’t this way
I am the one saying it doesn’t matter anyway
I am the one broken pretending im okay
I am the girl smiling through my tears
I am the one hiding from all my fears
I am the one helping you through your strife
I am the one who could take my life
I am the one afraid to say how I feel
I am the one wishing this life wasn’t real
I am the girl sitting out in the rain
I am a poet who hates and loves the pain
life
After today and before tomorrow
somethings in life
will not live in sorrow
but will sometimes be injected
cause how we live
is the way we make
our life today not just to take but to give
to whom we choose before we wake
now from this dream i was just in
scared and lonely enough to end
the problems and the sins
that one day i will send
to another place where i dont live
cause not all life is positive
I'm Falling
I’m falling in love with you,
I really don’t know why,
I really want you to notice me,
I really want to try.
I’m falling out of love again,
‘Cause now I really see.
That maybe me and you,
Were just never meant to be.
I’m falling in love with you,
Again,and again,and again,
I wish you had said,
I love you too,
Oh!how my heart would bend.
I’m falling out of love,
I’m really falling out,
I’m sure I do not like you now,
There really is no doubt.
I’m falling in and out of love,
I really wonder why,
I wonder why I hurt myself,
These repeated times.
How many times I really thought,
It would all work out.
But in the end it turns out to be,
Just another drought.
Pretty Girl
Pretty Girl
Her writes were slit
Pretty Girl
This was it
Pretty Girl
ready to die
Pretty Girl
No more lies
Pretty Girl
Always Cried
Pretty Girl
Felt it was time to die
Pretty Girl
Her heart was broken
Pretty Girl
Words left unspoken
ONLY U CAN SAVE ME
I would try to believe
In the things I cannot see
But my faith is shaken now
Like it’s never been before
When I call and you don’t come
I don’t know what I should do
Should I call?
Should I even count on you?
I’ve given all I can
It wasn’t enough
To keep you in my hands
Should I give up?
I try to understand
Was it ever enough?
I don’t understand
So here I am once again
With my back against the wall
Afraid to show you
Afraid to tell you
That I don’t know you like I did
I’ve never been so alone
I’ve never felt so insecure
And now I don’t know where I’m going
In my life I’m not so sure
I’ve given all I can
It wasn’t enough
To keep you in my hands
Should I give up?
I try to understand
Was it ever enough?
I don’t understand
Giving up tonight
I won't let go, won’t let go of you
Giving up tonight
I wanna show you, wanna show you
Giving up tonight
I won't let go, won’t let go of you
Giving up tonight
Am I giving up, giving up?
I don’t wanna give this up, I won't
I’ve given all I can
It wasn’t enough
To keep you in my hands
Should I give up?
I try to understand
Was it ever enough?
I don’t understand
Everything you want from me
I've fought so hard for everything
Everything you want from me
I've tried so hard, could never be
Anything you want from me
Anything you want from me
Anything you want from me
I've given up
Should i give up?
75 hits
My Razor Blade Love
I have had my frist love and my second
But none is more true then
My Razor Blade love
Its taken away my heat ake
It ahs healed my wounds that were from them
Drawing pictures with it on my wrist.
has taken all my pain away
from lost loves and broken promise's
its always there for me
with its sharp edges prieces my skin
all my apins run away
cutting deeper and deeper each time
untill my Razor Blade love
finally ends my life
Judgement Day
I cannot erase
The things that i've done
And my judgement day
Has now begun
I stand in awe
At Heaven's gates
As Heavenly Father
Patiently waits
For me to enter
And receive my wings
As I remember you
Your voice still rings
Inside my head
So loud and clear
All else who speak
I cannot hear
And when your judgement day
Comes to date
I'll be there
To patiently wait
And if you should go
The other way
It would fill my heart
With sheer dismay
But I will look to God
And say farewell
And anxiously make
My journey to Hell
For Hell is Heaven
If I am with you
And anything less
Would not be true
For judgement day
I know shall come
Yet to your love
I shall succumb
Untold Thoughts
So many thoughts
Have been left untold
As I sit here to watch
This hell unfold
And endless regret
Has taken my mind
And so many dreams
Have been left behind
For I cannot see
And I cannot tell
Why we're taken from Heaven
To be put into Hell
Life is a blessing
Is what they all say
I do not believe them
For I regret each day
That reminds me of us
And what I have done
Reminds me of you
Who I had almost won
And still these thoughts
Remain untold
As I sit here and watch
This hell unfold
Nobody Heard
My World is like a dark never-ending
hallway. It used to be all smiles and play.
Now it is all blood and cutting,
playing around and f*cking.
I've been Mulested, I've been beat
Now All of my cuts are getting so deep.
They sent me away so i couldnt
hurt myself. And nobody seem to care that
i left. My life has been flooded with tears.
I try to yell out but nobody hears.
So now i have made my choice
i found away that someone woul hear my voice.
I open the water, I pour out the pills.
Nobody understood but now they will.
I've taken the pills and now im lying down.
I will no longer have to feel my heart drown.
My whole body is shaking, everythings gone black.
I am almost gone and theres no way to come back.
Nobody heard me, Nobody could see
The only on that could feel all the pain
was me.
Disclosed Love
Please don't forget me
And never let go
And before you leave
I want you to know
I never meant
The things I said
And I should've showed
My love instead
But I showed the things
You shouldn't show
Yet you stuck around
And took the blow
That you received
Upon your heart
In an effort to keep us
From falling apart
So i'm truly sorry
For the pain I imposed
The thoughts that I hid
And the love I disclosed
So I never meant
The things I said
And I should've showed
My love instead
Rain
I cannot come to do it
So I do not even try
To look at you, face to face
And speak to you a lie
For now my thoughts
Have come alive
And linger here
To always strive
Upon the love
That I receive
So please stay here
And never leave
When I think of you
I begin to cry
And the tears fall down
Like rain from the sky
For I cannot see
Through this thick gray cloud
As I search for you
And call aloud
To bring you back
Into my sight
To show the sun
Disclosed at night
To give the love
You gave me back
To make it through
This abysmal black
I cannot make it out
And I begin to cry
As the tears fall down
Like rain from the sky
Voice From Above
As I rest my head
I hear from the sky
"Rejoice my girl,
For the end is nigh"
And my heart is now
Filled with love
And has now been given
A violent shove
Into the feelings
I have not revealed
And until this hour
I have concealed
For our love has been brought
Back from the dead
And the blood I could bleed
Has now been bled
For this hole in my heart
Has now been filled
And this feeling of sorrow
Has now been killed
And I rest my head
And hear from the sky
"Rejoice my girl,
For the end is nigh"
This voice from above
Has eased my pain
And this voice from above
Has kept me sane
In this smitten world
Of pain and hate
Where all we can do
Is basely debate
So I rest my head
And hear from the sky
"Rejoice my girl,
For the end is nigh"
Died of a Broken Heart....
A Razor blade across these wrists to end this sorry life
How simple was the answer when all she needed was a knife
Wanting to wake up to see tomorrow
just simply got to hard
Trying to smile was usless with a heart
that's been this scarred
All the reasons to keep living
weren't as convincing anymore
Most just slipped away with the crimson
blood now o the floor
Just incase anyone even noticed she
decided to write a little note
on why she left and if somebody
Cares to read it, this is what she wrote
I never thought i'de be writing something quite like this
To whoever cares to read it and pretend that
i'll be missed
Maybe now i can tell you all the things that ive wanted to say
So many times it seemed to me that pride always go in the way
life was so dull when you left me
everythign cold to touch
after the fire you gave me died out
i just felt so empty inside
Noothing I could do would bring you back
For the reason i cried
They say there's no pain a man feel worse than what i feel now
Everynight i feel all alone,hoping tomorrow
wont start somehow
but ide go through all this pain again if i could just see you smile
of i you could hold me in your amrs once more
just for a little while
No matter how many years go by i'll never forget the feel of you lips
so let the sands of time just stop
and watch eternity finally end
When all is gone i'll still be mourning the loss of a lover
and a friend
i thought that dying would make the pain end but now i see that' not true
After how deeply i was in love i'll take a life time or two to get over you
so now that my story's been told once my soul is all ripped apart let me rest in peace,just tell the world
"she died of a broken heart"
My heart on paper
What i feel for you is something words cannot describe
i thought i could say it to your face,and lord knows ive tryed
so now im writing what i couldn't say about how i feel inside
This paper is my sould and my blood slows as ink in this pen
There words are written on my heart where only you have been
you saved me from this mysery that has swallowed so many girls
inside my heart there lay a graveyard where love once went to die Shedding its wings for a ball and chain never again able to fly where a thousand rivers flooded my heart from all the tears i'd cry
Who would've thought that words like these would ever come to me words like love and happiness where all i thought was death and mysery now flowers grow and birds sing where once there was none to see
Just having you made the sun come out love once again flies free rivers of joy replace rivers of sarrow, happier than i'd hoped to be
From a broken to brand new start your everything to me
What is this crap
im going through
where am i at
and who are you
to make me feel
like im so scared
cought me offgard
was not prepared
for you so smart and cool
to me life seems it shouldn't be this way
So here i am
and there so close
feeling so colde
from me and i
can't figure out where i am at
whats this about
for me life seems it shouldn't be this way
You and Me
This is a poem about you and me
and how we were ment to be
Perfect for eachother from the start
I didn't know what tore us apart
It just wasn't good day after day
and sadly i knew it would have to end that way
You were the best guy i ever did meet
I just new it was too good to be true
And thats why you cheeted on me
with her that slut
You broke my heart, tore it in two
And thats the day i stoped loving you
And thats why it was to good to be true
This is a poem about you and me and how er were never ment to be
Get outa here!
